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Friday, 21 October 2011

Saturday, 13 August 2011

  • I know I haven't blogged in a long time so I decided to make a short post. Well, it's already the 3rd week of my second semester in uni and I feel that time is passing quite fast right now. I hope this semester would be a good one for me. I hope that I'll do better compared to last semester. Have so many assignments, tests and presentations. I better start on my assignments soon to get a headstart on things. Not allowed to procrastinate any longer. This semester, I have good tutorial teachers so I have to do well. Not all of my lecturers are good though): Still, I must do well.

    I was ill yesterday, terribly ill. Headache and fever Messaged my mum and she called me immediately even though she was working. I felt comforted knowing that family would always be there for me. I cried. I haven't been sick for 2 (3?) years already and falling sick right now, made me depressed. How I wish my family were here to take care of me. I haven't seen them since February thus I miss them terribly much. I can't wait for November to arrive so I'll head home immediately after exams!

    Bf is in outfield right now. Missing him a lot): How I wish that he too were here to take care of me.

    xx

Sunday, 10 July 2011

  • As I sit in front of the television watching netball, England vs Jamaica, while hearing my uncles' and aunties speak and laugh about certain issues, I decided to do a short post :) I'm currently in New Zealand right now spending my one month break here with my cousin and her family. Days have been filled with beautiful sceneries, hiking up different mountains, looking at sheeps and cows as we past them in the car while driving from one town to another, all the different activities to do in each town. I've been taking lots of pictures and i'll only post them when I'm back in Melbourne :) Life is so relaxing over here and it's also cold! Not that I dislike the weather but sometimes, it can just be too cold. My aunt's house is so cozy, it really feels like home. I love it here and I wish to return here again when I have more holidays. I love & everything about this country, it's so peaceful, a good place to retire and enjoy life, staying away from the hustle and bustle of the city :) I'll be heading over to Queenstown soon to snowboard and bungyjump! Don't have enough time to skydive, shall do that another time then. About bungyjump, I afraid to jump! Seriously the thought about it scares me because I've never done this before and I've been thinking since I'm already here in NZ, I should at least bungyjump at Queenstown since they are famous for it. If I actually do it, I'll update ASAP!! Hehe. I'm excited for snowboarding! I've never done so so I'm definitely looking forward to my virgin experience at learning to snowboard and getting the hang of it :) I shall post another day cause it's time for dessert! Loving all the food and dessert that my relatives have been giving me!! Getting fat but everything have been scrumptious as all of them have a flair for either cooking or baking (L)

Monday, 27 June 2011

  • Exams are over, FINALLY. Well, it was over last Thursday :) After slogging my guts out for 4 papers, I can finally rest my brain. Seriously, this is definitely the first time, I stressed myself out so much much over 3 papers till I got a headache. I guessed it's the second year of Uni now so I have to do well! I hope that when I receive my results, I'll be over the moon, and that it'll be better than last year's results!

    Well, my friends are all back in Singapore now having the time of their life while I'm here in Melbourne): Okay, I chose NZ over Singapore and I kind of regret my decision but I don't have a choice now. I'm leaving for NZ on Thursday and won't be back till the 21st of July. I'll be spending 3 weeks with Steph and her family going around NZ, and trying out new activities. The last time I went to NZ, I didn't do much besides visiting one town after another, and I remembered how beautiful the sceneries were. NZ is really the place where you would want to go to get away from all the hustle and bustle of the city. It's tranquility and sceneries just takes your breath away. This time, I won't be seeing my family and friends till the end of the year, I do hope that NZ will make me feel much better. I'm really home-sick right now and my parents can't visit me, so I'll just have to wait I don't know if I should Bungy-Jump?! I definitely want to do skydiving :D I'll also be learning how to snowboard. Sometimes I wonder, why have my parents never brought us skiing or snowboarding before? I mean, my brothers and I are old enough, but I guess my parents themselves don't want to skiing or snowboard? hahaha. Well, I'll be trying out for the first time and I think its going to be awesome

    I know my birthday was a few weeks ago but I would still like to say that it was an awesome day spent with my friends They surprised me with a cake from Brunetti :) We watched Hangover Part II and ate at this really good restaurant at Richmond, called Vlado's! It was a 4 course meal and it was worth my money! The steak was so good, and I had like an overdose of meat that day. Dessert was so good! It was strawberry pancake and the strawberries were huge and sweet. Loved it Overall, on my birthday, I had fun with my friends :) I think that I really depend on them a lot because without them, I'll feel really lonely. Hopefully next year, I might get to stay with them but have to depend on the hospital they would be going to. This birthday I won't get to celebrate in Singapore even if its a late one but I'm glad, I managed to spent it with them :)

    I miss my baby! How I wish he would come back here to spend a month with me again! Miss him tons. He's graduating from BMT on the 3rd of July but I can't be there to watch him): I hope this year would quickly come so that I'll be able to come hom quickly! I really miss home.

    xoxo

Friday, 03 June 2011

  • Sometime I wonder how life can be so tumultuous. For the past 4 days, I didn't speak to my bf because he was out in the jungle training, which is all part of the army. Yes in Sg, all the boys have to go to the army before you can officially enter University. During the army, it is where they train boys to become men. I know all the guys must go through this, but during the past 4 days, a part of me felt lonely. I guess I'm too used to my bf messaging me during his free time in the day and me calling him during the night before he sleeps. He sleeps pretty early in Sg, at either 10pm or 10.30pm, depending on his sergeants. For me, there is the 2 hours difference between Sg and Melb, so when it's his bedtime, it's mine too. Oh and I realised that I terribly dislike outfields! I hope that he won't have to go on anymore long outfields again because every time I send a message to him, there isn't any reply so it's as good as me talking to myself. Maybe some people can't comprehend why am I feeling like that but you have to put yourself in my shoes. I've been in this long-distance relationship for 3 years now and never was there a day whereby he won't reply my messages, until now. Is this a sign I've become more dependent on him again? Maybe it is, I bet my bf would be happier knowing this :)

    My exams are approaching fast and it's already my 2nd year. Oh how time passes so fast. For today, my brain is truly exhausted. I've been trying to cramp so much information into my head but there is only a certain amount information that can be absorbed by your brain before it becomes tired. Today, I also realised that I have even more materials to prepare for my Banking Law unit. Come to think of it, I don't understand why did I even take that subject? Alright when I looked at the content, it sounded interesting to me but after going to all the lectures and tutorials, the lecturer gave little information about every topic on the lecture slides. Now my life got even worst just knowing how much more information I must dig out in order to try to make my life easier. But getting all the information doesn't appear within a day, it takes many days and I still have 3 more other units to study for. How a university student's life can be hard. But I've been told, when I start working, it would be even tougher than studying. Well, I still have one and a half year before my studying life is over.

    I keep having this terrible moodswing which frustrates me. I can't pinpoint the reason why but it just happens. I just hope it won't affect the people around me, I think the only person who can make me feel better would be my bf. I don't know why but he never fails to make my day better by just hearing his voice <3

    On Monday, I'll have to drag myself to school just to settle my semester 2 units because WES isn't helping me one bit.

    Alright, it's time for me do a bit more work before I sleep. I can't wait for exams to be done and then I'll be on my way to NZ to enjoy a 3 week break! Can't wait for the adventure that lies ahead and to become a pro snowboarder...(if that is actually possible)!

    xoxo

Tuesday, 24 May 2011

  • Today is the last day of school for me Well it's obviously a great thing but, it's also a bad thing, because this means that exams are approaching and that I have to study very hard from now onwards!bummed 

    Exams really frightens me, I don't know why but I just don't feel confident because I'm really afraid of doing badly. Not matter how hard I study, even though I've prepared and read the notes many times, before going to my seat, I still try to cramp everything into my head even though I know it doesn't work. Afterawhile, I'll just give up trying to cramp the remaining information into my tiny brain. I know I need to do well this time and I've started reading my notes, about to finish reading all the chapter in one unit. I have about 3 more weeks before my exam officially starts. It's really time to stop disconnect my computer and start the process of mugging. I hope everything goes well, and then while I'm on my holiday in NZ, I'll received wonderful news via SMS and it'll not only bring joy to me, but to my parents too :) Hopefully!

    Tmr, I'm heading to the Chadstone sale even though I'm not buying anything. This is what happens when I have little money): I shall just walk around.

    Parents are coming back to Sg soon with all my goodies! To be exact, bags I'm so excited! :D Maybe I got all the bags I wanted? Shall wait till I skype with them! Need my mum to send them to me too :)

    My grandmother just turned 70th and I wasn't able to spend her special day with her): At least my brothers were thoughtful and bought a cake for her mini-celebration <3

    My boy is in the army and training hard, I hope he's doing alright! Can't wait to see him at the end of the year! Yes, it's long but I don't have a choice seeing how I chose to go NZ during my one month break instead of heading home where my family, friends and boy is there. But I know NZ isn't a bad choice because I still have my cousin and her family to travel with :) I'm just not sure about bungee jumping...I don't know if I'm up for it! Free falling can be scary!):

     

    xoxo

Wednesday, 04 May 2011

  • I can't remember when was the last time I blogged but I know it has been a very long time! Let's just say that I had many things to do, I can't really remember but I know that Baby came to visit me one month after I went back to Melbourne He stayed at my place for a month! Really long time but half the time I was busy with school. Even though I only have 3 days of school, I still had homework, assignments and tests to do, and prepare for. At least I brought him to a few places and he crashed my lectures! I finally showed him my university life and he got to experience my everyday life living in a suburb! hahahaa. I know that within his stay here, he got through 3 seasons and a few episodes of Boston Legal! That was how free he was while waiting for me to end my day and when I was busy with my work everyday! I'm still harping over the fact that he left): Now after a month of staying with him, I'm back to being alone I'm still not used to it because he really is a part of my life now and him being away from me makes it depressing. The fact that I won't be able to see him until the end of the year makes it even worst! I guess when he goes into the army, our relationship will be tested even further? This time I'm sure, this year everything will be turn out great! :D I love you very much baby (L)

    My trip to NZ has been finalised :) I'll be gone from the 30th June till 21st July! I had to forgo going back to SG because I wanted to go back to NZ. I feel sad that I won't be going back but I guess its my decision! I know its going to be awesome trip anyway because I'm going to do many things, skydiving, bungy jump (?) etc. The sole activity I'm looking forward to is SKIING! I'm so psych for it because I haven't skied before, I'm going to buy their clothing so I won't have to rent out the next time ;) I want to SNOWBOARD! Hopefully within 2 days, I'll be able to snowboard skilfully As for bungy jumping, I don't think I'm ready for that because I'm terrified of that! Seriously! Steph and Nick wants to do it but they are dragging me along, my mum says that she'll discuss when its nearer to the date. I doubt I'll be doing that anyway. heheh.

    I just realised that this year, I don't have enough allowance a month as much as last year): So now I'm saving like nobody's business! My great barrier reef trip fails because I couldn't afford to pay for the package price Next year, I'm definitely going to ask my parents for more money so every holiday, I'll be able to travel to the different parts of Australia before I finally graduate!! Just thinking about graduating is scaring me but I still have about a year and a half before I do so.

    Extremely sick at the moment! Oh I need to say this, last Sunday, I woke up at 3.30pm because I was up doing my assignment due on Monday. Well on Sunday night, I tried to sleep at 1am because I had to wake up at 6am to prepare for school. And... I didn't sleep the whole fucking night! Pissed me off because I was so tired that day and I even wore my glasses to school for the first time! I think we went to Lygon st for dinner and then we went to eat ice cream! I had durian and roche, guess what! Eating both of the flavours together got me a sore throat and since Sunday, I'm lacking of sleep, have a sore throat and a runny nose! It's fucking bad! I still haven't recovered and luckily I don't have school tmr so I'll be able to sleep in, and finally try to recover! Couldn't sleep properly because my nose is blocked and when I breathe through my mouth, my throat hurts damn badly! At least for now my throat has recovered slightly but not my runny nose): I WANT TO RECOVER NOW!

    Please let me recover soon!

    xoxo


Thursday, 31 March 2011

  • To start off, my brother got a job at Saatchi Advertising Company! My family is so proud of him and so am I :) It has been really tough on my parents just waiting for him to get a job and well, finally he has one and I hope he would get all the experience he needs for his future

    I'm currently in the midst of getting my banking law assignment done before someone comes winky heheh! I'm literally going crazy because there's so much of information to be included in the assignment and it's all related to the Australian Banking Industry and the GFC! The only reason why I'm doing this essay instead of other topic is because I want to know more about it, because it would help me understand what the heck is going on in the world of business which would obviously assist me when I commence working. I have to get it done by tonight, most probably, and the day after, I'll be spending the day with that person. Well, I would mention the person's name but it's suppose to be top secret!

    My life hasn't been that awesome, still trying to study for tests and working my butt off for assignments but procrastination is getting in the way. I have this major problem whereby I'll just stop whatever I'm doing and use the com to surf the net which leaves me being unproductive for the almost the entire night. I'm able to blog now because I don't have school today, well yesterday too This is the best part about having a 3 day week!

    Alright, I shall go finish up my assignment!!!

    I shall not procratinate!

    xoxo

Sunday, 20 March 2011

  • I wish to write a really long post about my life right now but I'm too busy at the moment because I just started studying after spending the entire day outside in the city with my beloved cousin

    I miss my family so much more right now. Just me thinking about not seeing them for 8 months makes me feel extremely depressed): How I wish they could come and visit me!

    Will post again another day!

    xoxo

Wednesday, 16 March 2011

  • I feel that it's time to update my blog since I'm free right now. Yes, I'm supposed to be studying but I shall start after I've bathed :) This week is already Week 3, I guess time passes really quickly! I have assignments due soon and tests that counts towards my final exams. I need to buck up and stop procrastinating! I might be going surfing this Saturday but it all depends on my body. Last night, my moodswings started and baby knows it very well. I started being all emotional last night on Coral's bed for I don't know what reason, so I went to get an egg tart to munch on to cheer myself up. Both Coral and Nurul were busy doing their work while I lay on Coral's bed being all sad and many things were running through my mine simultaneously. I saw them working hard on their assignment so I decided to bring my IB book to read too but apparently, after reading a sentence, I just couldn't concentrate so I went back to my room. At least bf was there for me because he knows that I'm not like that and it could only be one reason why I'm acting so strangely. He cheered me up

    Today, I went for my first lecture in the morning and after it was done, I waited for Yuen and Tina at the bus stop because we were going to Chadstone for their VIP sale! I was so excited for it because I could finally buy the things I wanted and needed. Well, they were late and I saw the bus drive off while waiting for them, for some reason, I just got pissed! I have no idea why too, I just got irritating and pissed. Sorry if I sounded angry, I really couldn't help my emotions when I saw the bus go off. At least they made it for the next bus and luckily I ate sushi while waiting for them if not, I wouldn't know what would happen to me. I'm normally not short-tempered but just for today. Anyway, I got tons of shopping done so no more shopping for me anymore! Need to save for my trip to BKK at the end of the year :)

    I shall start unpacking all my new stuff and go bathe! I haven't eaten dinner so I don't know if I'll get hungry? Maybe I might later in the night.

    I have 4 units to conquer tonight till Sunday! Need to finish everything and stop skipping IB lecture!! Better read the book which I have been doing for the past 2 weeks and not fall asleep in lecture when I do go for it! hehe

    Need my beauty sleep tonight!

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